The first one was the hardest,
    with another he was furthest,
    everything behind,
    nothing to complain,
    he was leaving all,
    maybe that was an illusion,


    in the shadows i sit down,
    there is no light to warm my soul,
    of a fight i never run,
    i was beaten to the bone,
    a big smile to the nurses,
    i never mind their needles,
    all the witches and their curses,
    no protection was needed,