The first one was the hardest,
with another he was furthest,
everything behind,
nothing to complain,
he was leaving all,
maybe that was an illusion,
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in the shadows i sit down,
there is no light to warm my soul,
of a fight i never run,
i was beaten to the bone,
a big smile to the nurses,
i never mind their needles,
all the witches and their curses,
no protection was needed,
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